I need help! I have ran out of books to read. I …

I need help! I have ran out of books to read. I like fiction books with a strong female as the lead. I like Mysteries and series, with a touch of romance. My favorites are Patricia Cornwell’s Key Scarpetta Books and Janet E?????? books about Stephanie Plum. I also love Mary Higgens Clark and V.C. Andrews. My problem is that I couldn’t find a single book at the library last week that iterested me. Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions???? Please help!

I was sad last night as I mentioned in my last pos…

I was sad last night as I mentioned in my last post and I thought of something I would do if I had a chance to travel back in time four months, I would have my mom do something so specail for me and my future kids. I would pick my favorite Childrens Book (“The Pain and The Great One” or “Go Dog Go“) and I would get my mom to read it and I would tape it on to a cassett tape so my kids and I could enjoy her sweet voice reading to us whenever we wanted. Why is it I think of all of these “I should haves & I wish I would haves” now!!!

I can’t wait for the weekend. Tommorrow I am gett…

I can’t wait for the weekend. Tommorrow I am getting off of work early. I have to go see the lawyer to collect the check from my Mom’s life insurence policy. I am also going to try to go to the bank and deposit it. Then at 7pm I am going to a girl at work’s Tupperware Party. I have my eye on a Deviled Egg holder. I also want the new flexable cake pan. So much. I love Tupperware. Saturday we are going to the bar with Greg’s friends. It should be fun.

My Dad is having my mom’s phone turned off. He told me this last night and I got so upset. I call there everyday just to hear her voice. She still says my name on the answering machine. It is one of those inner phone one’s. I don’t know what I will do once I can’t hear her voice whenever I want to. My dad is going to play it on speaker phone amd make tapes for Laura and I, but it won’t be the same. We haven’t started cleanng out her house, and we really need to. I just can’t bring myself to change it! Last night I had a breakdown. A bad one. I have been doing so good and with hearing about the phone thing it sparked all kinds of penned up nger and saddness. I was so upset crying and all I made my self physically ill! I visit the Grave yard 3-4 times a week. I don’t know what else to do to make myself feel better. I need to stop shopping that is for sure! I am always shopping to chear me up.

See I was going to make a post and it turned into a sad one again. I need to be more uplifted. I am so excited about My Disney Trip coming up in January. I love Disney World so much.

I just wanted to wish Christy a quick Happy Birthd…

I just wanted to wish Christy a quick Happy Birthday! I really need to stop posting like this! Tommorrow I will post a longer one…I promise!

The house is kinda a no go now. There is mold in …

The house is kinda a no go now. There is mold in the basement and the waterpipes need replacing. It just seems like it would cost too much money to get it to where I would want it to be to live in. I am still looking for a house, but deep down I think I will wait until Greg and I get married. I am so undesided. Tonight I am babysitting for my friend Jodi. Her kids are so bad! I love them so much. I can’t wait until I have a family. I mean I have one, LOL a pretty good one, but one of my own. My own little kids. I know I am not ready now, but a girl can dream! I have bought almost off of my things for the Back to School Swap. I am still kinda stuck on a craft though. I still have Rachel and Shannon’s birthday gifts. I am such a horrible firend. LOL I gotta get to the post office SOO bad! If anyone knows of a cheap house in Maryland….email me the details!

I have been MIA for a while, I just haven’t had to…

I have been MIA for a while, I just haven’t had too much to say. Last night I went to a think about this Vacation club and I bought into it. I know dumb dumb dumb, so this morning I called and canceled. I faxed in my right to cancel so now Greg and I are out! LOL We did get a free trip out of it so tha is all good! This weekend Greg and I are going to go out and have some fun. I am not sure what we are doing yet, but we are going on a date. Tomorrow he is helping his friend move. I am refusing to help. See this friend is renewing his wedding vows (he got married last year in Turkey) and I was invited. After Greg sent in the RSVP he got a call saying that now all guest were uninvited! So I am kinda pissed off. You don’t do that. Apparently the cost got too much so if guest were not married the GF/BF of the friend of the couple was uninvited! Have you ever heard such CRAP! Well I better get back to work. Have a super weekend!

I just wanna take a quick minute to wish Rachel a …

I just wanna take a quick minute to wish Rachel a Very Happy Birthday. Your presents are here waiting!