Last night Crystal and I went to our water arobic class. It was fun. We had to get out of the pool because there was a storm, so we got a pass for a free admission. I was going to go today, but I don’t want to burn out. I have done great with eating to. It feels good. My friend Shannon was teasing me last night because I always tell her I am fine with myself and now I am going to classes and trying to get in shape. So I just want to clarify, I am fine with myself. I am beautiful and I not doing this for anyone but myself. I want to be a hot bride! LOL I want to look the best I can. Each person’s best is differant. I lost over 100 pounds after high school and I was misserable, I was hungry, starving. When I look back at pictures of me then I don’t see a thin girl I see a hungry girl. My skin was a w eird color, I looked ill. I don’t want that. I just want to be the best I can be. Since I have time on my hands now I might as well put it to good use! Crystal and I are going again tommorrow and then I am going on Friday also!