I have a Job Interview tonight. I am excited. It is at Sears Portrait Studio. Now you all know how much I love kids and love taking pictures. This would be a part time job to get some extra money for the wedding stuff! OMG Wedding Stuff is expensive.
Last night Pete and I went to eat and then we went to AC Moore to get the last few things for our invitations. I am so excited about these. I have worked so hard on them. I hope people like them. We have whole packages to send out to each family invited. Well last night we were in the Scrapbook section and Pete started buying all kinds of embellishments. He told me he wants us to make a scrap book from the cruise, wedding and our honeymoon. How sweet. It has been a long time since I have scrap booked. I made the most beautiful scrap book of the last vacation my ex boyfriend and I took. Hours and hours of work went into it. It was very pretty and so fancy. But after we broke up I ripped it up. I reused alot of the pages and stuff, but I couldn’t bare to look at it, to have it in my house. I boxed up all my scrap stuff and didn’t look at it for two whole years or so! Shannon begged me not to give up something I loved so much because of a guy, but I could even look into at the box. I do know that the pain was alot deeper then some pieces of paper and pictures, but it was just how I had to deal with the whole situation.
It is amazing how much my life has changed since then. After the whole break up ordeal and all of the crap that followed it, I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. I spent so long laying in bed just crying. I didn’t think I would ever trust another man again. But low and behold only 8 months after the worst breakup anyone could imagine Pete popped into my life. He was like a ray of sunshine and hope! I know 8 months doesn’t seem like that long of a time and I was so scared getting into a new serious relationship so soon. Scared of getting hurt. That was over three years ago and all seems so far away now. You know I do think God has a master plan for people and I am very glad mine worked out like it did, I can’t imagine not having my sweetie in my life, I do however wish less people got hurt in the process!
Tonight I have to put the finishing touches on the formal invatations and then tomorrow I have to go to the printers and have them printed up. On Friday I will be addressing envelops all night. How exciting is all of this!