On Christmas he got engaged. I always thought that I would be sad when I found this out. I loved him for so long. Like totally head over heals loved him. I loved himin a way I have never loved anyone. Until I met Pete. Nikki compared my early love and constant rambling about Pete to my love for him. I stopped “LOVING” him a while ago (back in 2006). I came to the realization that I love Pete deeply and way differently then I loved him. I have been friends with him almost 20 years. That is a long long time. Most of this time I was loving him. Today when I found out about his engagement I was happy for him. Happy for her too. I have met her and she is sweet! She is a really good girl. The kind of girl he deserves! I called Nikki as soon as I found out about this engagement. She asked me if I was jealous. I told her nope not at all. She said not even a teeny tiny bit? I thought about it and I am not. It feel good to just be happy for himwith no jealously whatsoever!