Today is a weird day for me. Like it is just a Monday, but it could have been so much more. If I would have gotten married the last time I was engaged today would have been our 3rd Wedding Anniversary. It is odd to think about how long ago that was. I mean it was like a lifetime ago (ok ok only a three year olds lifetime, but still…LOL). It does seem like so long ago. It is also three years since my friend Shannon and I went on a super fun cruise. We went so I wouldn’t be sad about it being my wedding day that wasn’t happening. I wasn’t really sad that day I was having so much fun and I had started dating Pete a month or two before and I was blissfully happy in that new relationship kind of way. Not nearly as happy as I am today though. I mean I am knee deep in planning another cruise, but this one is going to be the most important one of my life! This wedding is so different then the last one I planned. The last one was a formal type wedding with the reception in a mansion and wedding in a church; this one is all about fun, which is how my whole relationship has been with Pete. FUN! Both sets of parents are in support of this wedding and looking forward to a cruise and that makes it so special. I am also happy to say that I am not sad today! There are certain anniversaries of days from my past relationship that make me super sad, like the day we broke up (due to the reasons of the breakup and the pain I was in), but today isn’t one of them! I wonder if I will ever think of this day as just January 14th though, or if it will always be the day that never was? Hmmm?