It seems like I am always playing catch up on this blog doesn’t it. I have thought about giving up on blogging for good, I hate that real life people (ie: people I don’t want reading this, if I gave you the web site address then I am not talking about you) can read all my thoughts and feelings. I can’t stop though. I would miss blogging as it is my outlet to vent, share joy etc. So I guess at least until the wedding is over (3 months & 2 Weeks & 1 Day) I will be playing catch up. Nikki, Crystal and I were talking yesterday about what in the world we are going to do once this wedding is over. It consumes our lives. LOL I guess I will need to have a baby then.
Actually having a baby is something I am quite conflicted about. I love spending time with my favorite kids. I love them so much, but I don’t know if I am ready to give up my life as i know it. I was talking to my friend the other day about Disney World and it hit me…This will probally be my last trip with out kids! OMG! My first thought was “This sucks….Walt Disney World will not be as fun with a kid!” LOL Well of course it will be, but it will be different. I love the life that Pete and I share and sometimes I am afraid a child will change it all….I know it will! I just hope it is for the better (again I know it will be). I know this whole line of thought makes no sense at all! LOL
I watched Ryleah on Saturday and we hung out with Alyssa and Laura for a while. It was alot of fun. Ryleah is so smart and so funny! She called the baby D-lyssa all day. It cracked us up.
Here are the pictures from the day. Also I posted a few of my favorites below:
We had such a good time. Ryelah is such a delight. I lucked out cause I get to see her twice this weekend!